Super Soldier
Ch-473: Lay down Your Knief and Become a Buddha
The night  passed, but Liu Kexin did not sleep well. Her professionalism helped her  to remain calm, but in her heart, the storm was still raging. Few girls  could take such a psychological impact that easily.
When the  first beam of light appeared in the sky, Liu Kexin noticed that  Excellency Ape had opened his eyes. There was always a hint of  aggression in his eyes, which made him seem like a formidable beast who  was always out to terrify others.
Excellency Ape had been  provoked many times by this little girl. He noticed her bloodshot eyes  and assumed that she did not sleep well last night or she did not even  sleep at all. Excellency Ape taunted her immediately, “You could not  sleep last night? Frightened by the little show I gave last night?”
“So  what?” Liu Kexin admitted directly, which was something he did not  expect. She did not even seem embarrassed. Instead, she spoke sharply,  “The little show? You mean your killing others last night? It is nothing  to you because you are accustomed to slaughter. You are cold-blooded  and ruthless. You don’t take humans as humans, except for me. I am a  nurse in a hospital and a normal woman. But I have compassion. You are a  powerful man who can kill a man easily without even sparing their  blood, because you drain it from their bodies.”
Liu Kexin said in  a shaky voice, “But I can’t do that, even if I have your ability. That  is what makes me a human, not a beast like you… I know why you don’t  want to see a doctor. Because it is not necessary. Even if you can have  the appearance of a man, the beast will still live in your heart. And  hearts are what define humankind. You are beyond saving.”
Excellency  Ape sneered, but he did not seem angry. “I don’t care a fig about what  you said. Only the weak will think that way. Only the strong will laugh  at the end. Kindness is just what the weak clothes himself with.”
Liu  Kexin suddenly laughed, “You said only the strong will laugh at the  end. But did you laugh after you killed that man since yesterday?”
Excellency Ape snorted, without saying anything.
Liu  Kexin, “Don’t lie to yourself. You are not capable of laughing. If all  other men were killed by you, there would be nothing for you but  loneliness. What will you get every time you kill? Nothing but one less  man on this good earth to talk to and one more man who will be afraid of  you.”
Excellency Ape’s eyes turned cold.
Liu Kexin said,  “Don’t lie to yourself. You can’t have happiness or anything else. The  more people who are afraid of you, the lonelier you will be. A happy  person must have many friends who are willing to give him a helping hand  and laugh with him. But who would dare to talk to you? You can ask  anyone about that on the street. What else did you get from killing,  except for loneliness?”Read More chapter on our vi pnovel. com
Excellency  Ape said in a low and fierce voice, “You are not afraid of being  killed, little girl? I understand now. You are trying to infuriate me so  that I will kill you, right? Because you are afraid that I will use you  as a hostage to trap and kill Mr. Dragon. It must be due to that.”
Liu  Kexin snorted, “Don’t overrate yourself. That is the most you can do.  Brother Bing will never be defeated by someone who is as cruel as you.”
Excellency Ape laughed, “You will see if that is true.”
Then he suddenly said in a low voice, “Lin Mu!”
Lin  Mu opened his eyes immediately and looked at Excellency Ape reverently.  Though Excellency Ape was not the strongest among the eight Buddhist  generals, he was the one they respected most.
Excellency Ape  noticed the awe in Lin Mu’s eyes and he suddenly recalled what Liu Kexin  just said that every time he killed a man, he would have one less man  to talk to and one more man to fear him. He would get nothing but  loneliness.
No one had never said any of these to him before. No  one dared to say that to his face. But he felt irritated when he  recalled those words and saw the fear in Lin Mu’s eyes.
Before he  would be eager to kill and drink human blood when he felt irritated.  But the urge this time was not that strong because he suppressed it.
Excellency  Ape said in a low voice, “Drive the car and find some food for us. They  will come here and pick us up. I will not walk around with her.”
Lin  Mu felt relieved because he was afraid of being killed by Excellency  Ape. He had known all along that Excellency Ape must taste blood  whenever he became agitated.
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Liu  Kexin asked, “Did you see the fear on his face? I suppose he would  rather stay as far away from you as he can, so with everyone else. Now  do you feel lonely?”
Excellency Ape did not answer her questions.  He just eased himself beneath a tree and sat with his arms crossed in  front of his chest.
Actually Lin Mu should have realized that  Excellency Ape’s temper had become much better, since he decided not to  kill Liu Kexin and drain her blood, after her relentless sarcastic  remarks.
Perhaps it was because he needed her to kill Xiao Bing.  But did Excellency Ape seem like a man who could control his urges all  because of a plan?.
Mr. Buddha might be the only man in this  world who could control Excellency Ape when he was on a rampage.  Otherwise he would never be willing to serve Mr. Buddha.
But Mr.  Buddha was not here, which meant that Excellency Ape had managed to  suppress his desire by himself. Or more likely, it was because of Liu  Kexin.
Noticing that Excellency Ape was not answering her  question, Liu Kexin sat on the ground and juggled some stones. But then  she felt bored. “What is your real name? Excellency Ape?”
“Yes.” Excellency Ape replied with his eyes closed. He had never been this patient before.
Liu Kexin said in disbelief, “You don’t have a family name?”
Excellency Ape snorted, “Why do you have so many questions?”
“Alright.  Actually, humans are born to be kind. I don’t know why you became like  this. But I assume there is a reason behind it. Is it because you have a  weird face? It is not your fault. Maybe we can find a way to change it.  But even if we can’t, you should not always want to kill others. How  can you stand and watch people screaming when you are killing them?”
Excellency  Ape finally opened his eyes. He said impatiently, “You really do not  seem to be afraid of death? Do you believe that I will eat you if you  keep talking? Don’t think that I will not kill you because you are still  of value to me. Don’t try to piss me off.”
Liu Kexin asked,  “Won’t you will lonely if you have no one to talk to? It is okay if you  want to devour me, as long as you can stop killing others.”
“You’re so… What’s that word? You think you are so noble?” Excellency Ape finally could not keep silent, “You stupid girl!”
“I said I just think that I am a normal person. Humans are all born to be kind…”
Excellency Ape said with disdain, “Born to be kind…”
Liu  Kexin blazed, “You should not say it like that… Do you have any idea  how good people can be? One doctor at our hospital once worked non-stop  for a whole week when there was a wide spread virus across the country.  But then he was infected by the virus and he died. A young man who once  lived in the same building with me was killed by two rascals because he  tried to stop them from violating a girl. He kept fighting with them in  order to save the girl until he drew his last breath!”
Liu  Kexin’s eyes became red and moist. “They exist in the world, even if you  deny it. You can kill a man within seconds and you think that is  powerful. But that man who saved the girl was a greater man. You are  alive and are feared and hated by people. No one wants to have any  contact with you. Though he died, he will be respected by the girl. But  what about you?”
Excellency Ape sneered.
Liu Kexin said,  “You sneer because you find it hard to deny it. Can’t you try to care  about others to mitigate the violence in your heart? You should focus  more on the beauty of this world… It is said that one can become a  buddha if he drops his weapon. Though you may not be able to become a  buddha, at least you will feel peaceful and happy if you stop killing.”
There  was a hint of fierceness in Excellency Ape’s eyes, which made him seem  about to burst out in anger at any moment. He suppressed the anger, but  his face still turned purple with rage. “The beauty in this world?  Humans are born to be kind? If I tell you that I am like this because I  was abused by my parents, would you still say that this world is  beautiful?”
Liu Kexin opened her mouth wide and murmured, “How is that possible…”
Xiao  Bing and his followers got off the plane around midnight. Since he had  taken a nap on the plane, he left the airport and bought some food. Then  they headed toward their destination…
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